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This is the personal journal of a Queer TG Butch Daddy Dominant Bear Dyke of too many labels, who uses BDSM and kink as a tool to explore himself and others.

Rather than contact me to tell me how much you dislike this journal and my lifestyle, just dont come back and read it again.

No submissives were damaged beyond repair in the making of this journal.
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ABODE Butchmaiden, Hellfire Club Sydney, MANacle Bar, Sugar Puss
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Aug. 18th, 2005 @ 03:00 pm No one gets out of Life Alive.
It's time for me to close these chapters of my Life, Love and the whole damn mess,

Thankyou so much those friends who have been integral to the next chapters starting.

You can now find me, Preston version: 4.1 at [info]huntrgreen
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Aug. 18th, 2005 @ 02:51 pm a way back into the fray
the Mood Ring says:: creative
On the Jukebox: Demons - macy Gray and fatBoy Slim
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1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at?
My eyes

2. How much cash do you have on you right now?
about forty five cents

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?
nest

4. Favorite plant?
i like cacti

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
the Cub

6. What is your main ring tone on your phone?
nana nana nana BATMAN!.

7. What shirt are you wearing?
black bonds

8. Do you "label" yourself?
TG Butch Queer Leatherbear amongst others

9. Name brand of your shoes currently wearing?
um... sock

10. Do you prefer a bright or dark room?
bright in summer, white and airy, looking out onto water

or

dark as the cave

11. What did you have for breakfast?
toast with PB

12. Since question 12 is weirdly missing, make some shit up.
no one gets out of life alive

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping.

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say?
I wanna busy myself in your cunt and kick you till you scream : you might wanna re think that. (damn predictive text!!!!!!!) was meant to be a horny message

15. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners?
sometimes

17. Who told you they loved you last?
Puss-a-ma-cat

18. Last furry thing you touched?
other than my hair, Harley the wonder dog.

19. How many hours a week do you work?
none atm
GIVE ME WORK DAMMIT

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
hmmmm.... i have lost many, most needed to be developed.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
-21

22. Your worst enemy?
me

23. What is your current desk top picture?
Me and a pussycat

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
I love you, bye

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to go
back in time and fix all your mistakes which would you choose?
Million bucks. Suz sai it all right with hir answer.
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Jul. 11th, 2005 @ 10:23 am Announcement.
It is time for me to take a short break...

things have gotten on top of me and I have to make myself better before I can share myself here deeply and emotionally. I will log in occasionally to read peoples posts. I will also keep people posted on my filters as to how I am and when I will return. A resurrection is coming.

thankyou to all of my friends who care about me so deeply.

thankyou to my wonderful girl SugarPuss who loves me beyond what I deserve.

take care of you.
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Jul. 7th, 2005 @ 03:45 pm taken from [info]fd_midori and many many others
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Please leave a one-word comment that you think best describes me.
It can only be one word.

No more.

Then copy & paste this in your journal so that I may
leave a word about you.
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Jul. 7th, 2005 @ 12:12 pm (no subject)
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It is always nice to see there is some things that never change. The Bank on Wednesday night is like it is stuck in time from when I used to go there in the late 90's. After wandering in for a short time, hooking up with MissD and Miss Sphinxy and giving a hug to LB, [info]_sugar_puss and I met JourneyGirl at Gelatomassi for coffee and gelati. Note for myself, when sitting with 2 damn attractive grrrls, boys should learn to keep their mouth shut about handbags. But if it results in said sexy grrls singing to me on king street.. purrowl. it's a hard life, but some bear has to do it. When the chats of the night wander between back and forth between fisting, sex and genderness - I realise how lucky I am to have people who are, intelligent, sexy and grrrrrrrowliscious as my loved ones.

quote of the evening:"its as crazy as jesus christs embalmed head"
(that was overheard, not said by us)
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Jul. 6th, 2005 @ 02:38 pm 7 things
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SEVEN THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:

1. Bed
2. Dog
3. Cat
4. clothes
5. DVD's
6. industrial vibrator
7. furry blanket

TOP SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY MOST:

1. know what I mean?
2. hmmmm
3. fuck
4. hard
5. darlin
6. sexy
7. love


SEVEN THINGS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:

1. pussa-ma-cat
2. sex
3. food
4. sex
5. bdsm
6. inter-ma-net
7. friends

SEVEN THINGS I CAN LIVE WITHOUT:

1. money hassles
2. drama
3. rumours
4. nasty people
5. politics
6. scene politics
7. rent ;)

SEVEN THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

1. let go
2. learn
3. forgive
4. accept
5. create
6. earn
7. respect



SEVEN OTHER THINGS:
Do You:
1. Smoke? Cigars Occasionally
2. Do drugs? have been clean for 6 months
3. Read the newspaper? I would like to do so more
4. Pray? not to a christian god
5. Have a Job? kinda.
6. Attend Church? no.
7. Wish on a star? yes.

SEVEN THINGS IN LAST 24 HOURS:

Have you:

1. Cried? yes
2. Sang? Yes
3. Been kissed? Yes
4. Felt stupid? yes
5. Talked to an ex? Yes
6. Missed someone? there are a few I always miss.
7. Hugged someone? Yes
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Jul. 4th, 2005 @ 03:49 pm Weekendy goodness.
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Friday We went down to Harry's for dinner with [info]sphinxdacat and [info]elektricdust. After alot of laughing and then heading down to the harbour, spotlighting a proposal with out car lights on the way - to watch young couples do their thing, and look at the pretty lights and hang out - Shoulda taken the camera, the cold air, Luna park all lit up. I will def take photos. The Sphinx and MissD headed back home to crash, as they were going to Newcastle on Saturday and [info]_sugar_puss and I headed for a drive to Watsons Bay, me showing where J and MB got married, My favourite cemetary in Sydney (the one in Edgecliff which overlooks a cliff on the way down to the bay). Puss and I had a long talk about gender and sex.. and then I *ahem* showed her the reactions to said talk. *grin*

let me just say as an aside - there is nothing like a getting your cock sucked on a winters day on a sandy shore overlooking the harbour. I learnt something about a fantasy Demon Puss and I share. grrrrin.

Coffee at gelatomassi, taking the gelato home and fell asleep watching a DVD

Saturday was helping Puss's Mum buy a camera for her impending trip to Europe. A fantastic lunch at Bay Swiss, and a new piece pf jewellery later we ried to watch Oceans 12. I was to say the least, underwhelmed. What happened there? Then watched a bit of grease before heading home to the animals.

Sunday After sleep and snuggles we headed over to Botany Bay (near the airport) to take Harley swimming. He loved the water and he looked like a puppy again dripping in water and sand. Chasing him in the sand and throwing sticks was good for both of us. I almost got as wet as he did. Watching the planes take off at the runway was cool, I am sucha geek when it comes to things like that. Home via Krispy Kreme *can you believe I am LOSING weight?* to wash the dog and the cat (not at the same time), chatted to the Sphinx and MissD about their busy weekend and then headed out to the Cross to check out the USS KittyHawk at Woolloomooloo.

The cross was packed with people, which is odd on a Sunday night.. heaps of eye candy and a coupla boys in Uniform - grrrowl. watching the KingsCross Bikers play with a fake spider with people was worth a laugh, lucky for us we saw it before they could do it to us.

Stopped in at Risque on the way back for me to lose my voice when 2 of the boatgrrls asked me what we were shopping for "a rubber dong?" I faltered, re-thought my answer and came out with "I already have onna those" (spot the loser folks *sigh*) Just for the record, they wanted porn, a mask and the infamous Rubber dong *grin*

Went past one of the favourite tattooists on the way back for a gander, and Puss saw someone getting a tattoo for the 1st time. The mere sound of the gun made me ACHE for another tatt... le sigh. Saw a couple of interesting designs and had a tatt chat with Puss.. I'll keep you posted on that.

Lots of porn ideas..

I am getting my groove in writing back.. thank the gods.
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Jul. 1st, 2005 @ 03:40 pm Fridays thoughts....
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Sitting in the sun at the train station this morning after my PA thingo at Centrelink I was warm, relaxed and happy. The sun shining on me, warming my bones, which yesterday would just not get warm. Reminded me of all the cool but Sunny days I used to go horseriding, cantering through the mud and puddles, making big splashes. The same days that I used to love going for coffee with dear friends in Melbourne, sitting in a cafe watching the world go by. Or sitting on the balcony at Barbies Queer Beachouse and listening to music while writing porn and chatting. I worked out on the walk home which houses it is that all those lovely food smells come out of, now I need to "lose" harley in their front yard or something.
"Hi, I lost my dog, nice food smell....(empty space)"

Last night was lovely, reading to my grrrl while she was in the bath, washing her back and then brushing her hair... I was the lucky recipient of a phonecall which turned into a long distance grrrrowlycall including dirty pics *damn I love camera phones*, long blowjobs and then some dirty nasty fuckage *I have shaggers back today.. poor me!* - *how's your mouth grrlpet?*

The sun is fighting the clouds, and it looks like we are in for more rain, which is good for the catchment areas hopefully. Thankyou gods for allowing us some respite from the rain, and to see the sun and cheer everyone up *as people start to look as grey as the outside if it rains for too long* Though I love the rain... the way it smells, tastes and feels.
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Jun. 26th, 2005 @ 08:28 pm Weekend of relaxation
There's something nice about spending the day in bed with a hot grrrl.. doing nasty things... And then watching a pretty cool movie - SAW. * I liked it alot.. got into it, a coupla good twists and turns and stuff*

Yesterday: Went out to grrlpets mums place for lunch and stuff, had a nice time eating laughing and watching DVD's - and brought back stuff of lotsness. Nice to get close to the family and have them like me. Great dinner, and re-connected with something that means alot to me... Spoke to DMan on his mobile for a lil while.. I miss him terribly.

Today:The joys of multiple orgasms for the grrl-pet, snuggles, breakfast in bed and hanging out chatting to people on the phone who you dont usually catch up with. Ra, who I have not spoken to in forever and Ma, who I did not expect to talk to... Catching up with those of old, just a few to catch up with for old times sake.

Things are good here in Prestonville...

Now to up the kink factor and all will be fantastic.

Cunterlink in the morning.. le sigh.
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Jun. 22nd, 2005 @ 06:54 pm 'scuse me Mister...
the Mood Ring says:: cold
On the Jukebox: Sheryl Crow - Strong Enough
Looking for a soft packer from here in Aus.. does anyone know where's I can get one? or should I do the online thing? I would like to feel comfortable packing to "family" type do's and stuff. After the dog ate my last one last year, I figure it is time for me to get a new one.

Any ideas?

And I am getting onto answering that meme as we speak.
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Jun. 22nd, 2005 @ 11:52 am the meme... yoinked from all over the place....
Reply and I'll answer the following questions about you.
I will tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
I will tell you my first memory of you.
I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.

Then post this in your own journal...
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Jun. 21st, 2005 @ 03:55 pm on a scale of one to ten....
Last night I went and saw Mr and Mrs Smith..

now not only does MsJolie look amazing in latex and an amaaaaaazing coat..

there was a character in it wearing a fightclub t-shirt. *laughs* Starts slow, but some quite funny parts...

liked it alot.. want it on DVD.

Now I wanna see Madagascar! Any one wanna come along?
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Jun. 19th, 2005 @ 08:19 pm Hellfire Friday
After last minute sewing patches onto a new shirt, Hellfire was great... Nice and warm in there other than the damn cold oxford street, that was actually quiet for a friday night when Puss, JourneyGirl and myself wandered in.

Great Music, lotsa sexy perves in their finery and a helluva way to relax at the end of a BIG week.

SugarPuss looked amazing in her corset, pussy cat ears and wenchy top. lotsa tactileness, knife play and snuggles were had *horny beary growl dance*. JG also looked great in a black dress.

[info]grey_evil_twin got the idea/urge to boot me, stand on me and such, but let the idea pass... I am a little concerned that next month I may not be so lucky.

Hellfire is always great to catch up with people and meet new ones.

A relatively early night but a damn good one.

P.S. - Huberds shoe grease here in Aus.. is it here? can I get it? should I get some imported from Mr S? help.
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Jun. 19th, 2005 @ 06:46 pm the bear dance, for those that asked

My little brother asked me how bears dance, So one was made up... Teach it to at least one friend, I want it to take over the world.

  • Shake your tail, lean forward and show everyone your ass, and shake it about.
  • Rub your belly - lean back and rub your belly with both your paws..
  • Rub your ears - your Bear ears, not your human ones. use both paws at the same time..
  • in the honey/scratch the belly (in the honey if dancing on your own,  almost like the swimming stroke of the dances in the 60's) (scratchin the belly if the bear next to you is hot and you wanna scritch 'em)
  • WOOF!

works to most music I have tried it with, shake it to the beat *grin*

Da Bear.

 

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Jun. 19th, 2005 @ 06:34 pm (no subject)

I love the bonds factory - and coming outta there with King Gee shirts that have epaulets that you can attatch if you choose AND in big Bear sizes * Happy Bear Dance *

I love going shopping and getting lotsa food and useless things you thought you wouldnt need but you do.

I love the dancing bear on illawarra rd in Marrickville...I wanna put him in a harness and chaps - unfortunately  next to the fucking scary dancing clown.. *damn phobia*

I love listening to my housemates sing in the kitchen.. *laughs* not too sure of their choices of song however.

life  is pretty good right now.. *happy bear growl*

I have my own song.... *grin*

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Jun. 11th, 2005 @ 12:00 am (no subject)
the Mood Ring says:: phucking phreezing
On the Jukebox: No Regrets - Robbie Williams
Brrrr... is it just me or is it really fucking cold??? Maybe its just the house here.

I had wierd dreams in my sleep today, I just couldn't wake up.. I tried to, I rolled over and looked at the clock, thought "hey, I should get up" and then promptly fell back asleep. *laughs*

Tomorrow will consist of shopping, coffee, walking the dog *maybe take him schwimming!!!* and cleansing my blades, making the energy in them nice.. When I lay my blades on people, there is transference, as in all things, and it needs to be cleaned regularly. I have been a lil lax in my rituals with my blades, and other rituals also... So hopefully finding a body of water to do that with tomorrow...

(the urge to cut made reference to earlier in my journal has not waned, I am hoping paying some attention to my blades will quieten their call, thus maybe quieting the lust in me, till I find my victim...err...subject)

Lots of interesting/intelligent chats with interesting/intelligent people, it is nice to have surrounded myself wth people who all bring something of themselves into our respective friendships... kinda enriching really - maybe I am feeling that especially now because I feel I am bringing more into the interactions I have with others.

Lots of discussions of gender and perceptions and ideas of such with Puss, JourneyGirl and Everyone... It must be on my mind alot as the topic has come up so much, resulting in an impromptu forum on the porch the other night, an interesting result of which is SugarPuss's sister now calling me he! **goggles eyes**

Harley and the cat are on the couch together, asleep - which looks to be a good idea - though bed for me.. as there is no room on the couch *laughs*

though make yourselves comfortable for a rant tomorrow... regarding a post linked to through [info]thornyc's journal. (too tired to track it down and cut and paste the URL - sue me!)

heat and darkdreams.
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Jun. 9th, 2005 @ 09:55 pm Centerlink....
Standing in the line for centerlink today I could hear birds...

now we all know I am crazy, so I ask [info]_sugar_puss to come over and I lean over to her to ask if she could... apparently the craziness was at a minimum coz she could hear it and then.. I look behind me to see a lady put her hand in her bag (one of those funky grandma carts) and the tweeting gets LOUDER?

was there a Budgie woman at Centerlink, I know those of us who have done the centerlink thing, have been there before, wondering... maybe not about budgies in a bag, but you get my drift..

I wanna know - Your WIERDEST centerlink experience!
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Jun. 7th, 2005 @ 05:42 pm Only after disaster can we be resurrected.
Things have changed around here at Preston Central...

It is a good thing.. feelings realized and acted upon... This year has been an interesting rollercoaster so far...

bring it on motherfucker.
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Jun. 7th, 2005 @ 12:29 am thoughts at 1229am
I am craving to open up red ribbons of pain along someones back, to have them ask "Sir, may I have another?" I can hear my blades singing in their case, wanting to taste blood, and the cliched sweat and tears. I want to taste the pain as much as they do. I want to punch and rip and wrend.

The beast rattles the chains on the gate as good little girls play with dolls and kittens on the lawn outside his grasp.

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The good Daddy part of me has a little girl who makes me happier than I have been in a long time. I have someone who will sit at my feet and allow me to play with her hair and makes me smile looking up at me with her mouth around my cock. Rubs herself on my boots and makes them shine with her want for them, and for me. Who falls asleep with her head on my chest and her arms wrapped over me.
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Jun. 6th, 2005 @ 01:10 pm He's Back!
Ladies, Gentlemen, and everyone in between. Welcome to the New! Improved!DaddyPreston Channel - All DaddyPreston all the time.
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May. 28th, 2005 @ 07:18 pm (no subject)
Am still alive, and will be back online soon.

*hugs*

DaddyBear.
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May. 11th, 2005 @ 09:16 pm Public Service Announcement
Due to the fact I am moving over the next few days to the new humble abode

I will not be online for a while. No email, no internet type of thing, if ya wanna contact me, the mobile is the way to go. or I will be at Forbes St Fair, the ArtSpace opening, the Spoken Word and Hellfire.

Take care of you, until next time.

DaddyBear.
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May. 6th, 2005 @ 05:16 pm (no subject)
I have something to admit...

I had a crush on the villianesses in She-Ra.. He Mans half sisters show **laughs**...

Catra who could turn into a panter *purrrowl**, Clawdeen **a lion** and Entrapta.

this is well and truly before my hard on for Jessica Rabbit.
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May. 6th, 2005 @ 04:00 pm 2 Tori Amos tickets available. 14th may, last Sydney Show.
A friend of mine in Brisbane is selling 2 tix for Tori... She will be attending the show so can give tix to you.. here are the details.

http://cgi.ebay.com.au/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=4726791498&ssPageName=ADME:B:EF:AU:1
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May. 6th, 2005 @ 12:51 pm interview questions from [info]felix_femme
When did the boy become a daddy and how?

The boy "became" Daddy a long time before I was comfortable telling people on the "scene"... Not to mention I was being what I was looking for, a fun good but almost bad boy - for quite a while. I had been capped by my Sir in the late 90's. But Wasn't happy telling people I was DaddyPreston till about 2001. After my girl at the time was calling me Daddy 24/7 and it was just more comfortable.

Is Sydney sweeter and Melbourne bitter?

Hmmm.. I am not sure.. Sydney tastes sweeter because I put so much effort into coming back here after everything. But I am concerned it is Nutra-sweet *smiles* Melbourne had the bitterness of "sour coke bottle" lollies, it was bitter at first, but ended up being really sweet when people and myself relaxed into my being there, and my friends came to support me, no matter where I was.

Talk or action?

talk then action... to make sure we are on the same page. But of Late, 99% action.

Why ultra-femmes?

I have always said I am a fag with a femme addiction, and I still stand by that. I like the makeup, the process gone through day to day to be femme.. I like to watch them get "dressed" to face the world. Long hair, sharp teeth and a defined face, smile and eyes (purrr), defined by the makeup. The fact they have to go through as much crap to be Femme as I do when I have to face the world as TG. That makes me smile and appreciate them... The unnatainability of femmes has always been a draw card for me, the more unnatainable, the more I want.. and attainable unattainability (sp?) in some femmes that works for me more.

Where do we go from here?

hmm, I lost the map, but I am good at "zen" driving...
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